Thursday, December 3, 2009 at12:53 PM
Sucker for great music - Florence +TM. \m/
TOTALLY DIG THIS SONG. WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
<3 FLORENCE + TM. MUACKS.
5.10 in the morning and i'm using Florence's song to keep me alive cause i'm peeling onions/garlics for my mummy. 12 noon to town with a group of people.
at7:25 AM
Xinlei and Huiwen were understanding enough to allow me to be plugged in during bus rides. What I simply needed. Thank you very much darlings. Ate Yakun and talked alot, got hugged alot of times too. <3
Awesome day.
Wednesday, December 2, 2009 at1:10 PM
ebirret I leef I eciohc od evah yrev tub sith ot yna tub tond. evresed tsurt os em retteb ouy hcum. erup pu dekcuf. eveileb tey I niaga mi tanc gniod siht.
evol yllaer uoy I. tsurt uoy em attog. won tub ton.
era I evael ouy teb annog em, ebyam won emco ni ton ot tub emit.
tuo nekcihc yrros I niaga tey evah mi.
yrev od wonk tghir hcum od I uoy llits evol?
ma fi rebmemer uoy syawla yako ereh taht reve deen I em?
rof os gnitruh uoy ma yrros I.. ot tond me uoy reffus htiw eversed.
yrev yorrs yrev mi. kcab em emoc rof. kacb em esaelp rof emoc..
esaelp...
at7:28 AM
Monday, November 30, 2009 at10:45 AM
Put in some of my fav songs in my playlist already. Kinda glad with it.
Anyway, I kinda dread baking/cooking these days. Cause it's like everytime I do so I feel that my family/people that I baked or cooked for don't like. So it kinda sucks. I'm so far far far away from this whole French bakery shit thing.
I just haven't been cooking/baking that much anymore. And this feeling isn't that, nice. Sucks a whole lot actually. Sometimes when my bro says my food tastes good I really wonder if he's lying to just get away with it, with me. Why do I not have a talent for cooking (bangs head on the wall 100 times).
I'm giving up baking for now cause seriously i'm always expecting something really good, but whenever I taste that damn thing my expectations in bakery just gets lower and lower, like how it is in Ultimate. This is so fucked up. Why am I never good in the things I do. What's wrong with me.
I mean, okay leave out ultimate and cooking. No one likes me - Friendship term. Which is so fucked up. I think i'm really a pest in this world. A pest that everyone tries hard to get rid of. I don't have many friends. Maybe I do, but i'm not close to any of them. NOT AT ALL. Okay fine, what's my definition of close?
Close - share secrets, cry infront of them, be there for them, be here for me. Ups and downs. BLABLABLA WHATEVER SHIT YOU THINK IT MEANS.
I'M FUCKED UP. AM I THIS, DETESTABLE?!???! YA I THINK I AM.
I should just kill myself.
Sunday, November 29, 2009 at11:06 AM
AWESOME. MAD GOOD!
She's so damn unique. Gawd. This is so damn insane. SERIOUSLY, I'M SO, AWED BY HOW THESE SONGS COME ABOUT, HOW SHE COMES ABOUT! The inspirations, not having a bass guitarist for most songs(THIS IS SO WTF FOR A BAND!!), things like that you know?
I read up about her online and stuff, and I realised she's suffering from some illness and she didn't really had a good childhood AND WTF SHE'S BECOME SO FANTASTIC, SO.. UNBELIEVABLY AWESOME. I so want them to come to Singapore! I'd buy their tickettts! 150 bucks, whatever it is! I'll go for it.
I've been camping at their website reading stuffs about them. Kinda scary huh their website. Kinda taken aback by it. Buttttt, that's not the main point sorry.
I SWEAR THEY OWNNNN SO MUCH. Thank god Sammy got me to listen to them. It's kinda freaky watching Florence sing, it's like she's being possesed but I guess we just gotta respect it. AFTERALL, SHE'S SO DAMN AWESOME!!!!!!!!
Heartfelt lyrics, really. Seriously respect her. She's like in her own world. Kinda full of contradictions too. I've been singing all her songs at home really loudly. Oh gosh their remix for "Lungs" are out tooooo!!!!! I've got Lungs on my ipod already. TEEHEHE.
I'm so gonna head to Cityhall to go check around and see if the cd shop there sells Florence's remix. I so hope they will cause they sell almost everyyyyyy singers/bands cds and stuff there.
So I seriouuuusly hope Florence's remix will be there. Pleasepleasepleaaaase.
Okayit's like 3.36, i'm off to listen to "My Boy Builds Coffins" then i'm off to sleeep. I'm so not feeling well. My head is killing me. Ciaos.
at8:45 AM
Happy 19th birthday 镇!
Sorry i'm like an hour late to wish you.
Gosh yesterday was not as bad as I thought it'll be.. Teeheehe, met Eilly and Gary and few more people? I can't really remember their names. I likey Eilly. Gosh she's so much prettier in real life.
Anyway, Dar fetched us from 7 eleven's bus stop, went over to his house. Thanks Dar. Helped his mummy bring the food down. Chatted alot with Eilly. Teeehehe, threw discs with Dar's classmate and Eilly too.
Was kinda awkward at first cause I seriously didn't know anyone at all and it was just all really tensed up and stuff. Or rather I was the one that was overreacting.
Sent Cleo(dar's bestest childhood friend) home and then drove back. Omggg I feel damn safe sitting in front. LIKE DAMN FUN SERIOUSLY!!!!!! I think it's been too long since i've satttt in front. Okay lor lame. BUT SERIOUSLY DAMNNNN FUN!!
Went home with Eilly + their class people, seperated halfway, reached home at 11.
Helped mummy cook today cause mummy's brothers and sisters were coming over. I was teaching my nieces how to plaaay game. It was super frustrating I tell you. I was still telling Dar i'm dropping the idea of having kiddos. Seriously, it's so not easy to raise a kid. But I sooo want a kid.
Oh and yes today I saw this lil girl with long hair being tied into ponytail. Then her mummy seperated her hair into 4 parts and made plaits. So kewt right?! Omg next time i'm gonna want my daughter to be really pretty looking (With sharp nose please please please), then i'll go learn how to tie plaits. HEHE.
I told my mummy I saw the girl with plaits so she was like, I help you tie want not. HAH LIKE SHE KNOWS HOW TO TIE! I think she's lying lor. But I told her to tie for me tomorrow. HEHE.
Gosh the small girl is damnnn adorable. Next time I want 2 boys and 2 girls. I'll be strict to them and make sure that the boys don't bully the girls. Okay and then I can teach them how to bake/cook damn good food. And then teach them to play soccer or rugby or something. WHOOOHOO. And then the guys can go follow papa and do whatever they want. PLAY THE GUITAR?? ELECTONE??? Okay la one play guitar another play electone.
Okay then when they're back in the evening the kids will go gooo shower and food will be ready. And then on Friday night we can bring the kids for midnighttttt movies! And on Sunday night everyone will make desserts together and sit dowwwn for a show or something.
HAHAHAHHAHA. Okay first, I need someone who can take me first. Think so much also no point. Crazy.
Sigh I feel very bad mentally and physically. Be back tomorrow or something.
Once again, happy birthday dar! (YOU'RE SUPER OLD NAAAAO)
